My headache...

Well my migraine lasted about 3 weeks. I still don't feel completely normal, but much much better. I hope that I won't get another intractable migraine anytime soon. My doctor has me on a new Birth Control to balance out my hormones. I am hoping that this will be a good fix for my headaches and lots of other things. Even though this migraine was not fun, I feel like it was the Lord's way of helping me realize some things about my life. For example, I wanted everything to be back to normal as quickly as possible after Rockwell was born. His pregnancy was not easy and I just wanted normal. My house, my body, my brain, my family.  But I have learned that life does not go back to normal after a new baby right away. A second baby is way different than the first. I have learned that for now its okay that my body is not back to prebaby weight 3 months after birth. Good for those women who do it, but my body needs to heal up a bit longer. If my house is not picked up every night before bed, its okay. Now don't misunderstand, I want normal, but I was told the other day that life is never normal. Accepting that life is not perfect and that I can't do everything was not what I was expecting out of this headache. I might sound silly and I know that this may be a lesson I have to relearn sometimes. I also am so thankful for all the help I have had with my kids. Family really is the most important.

Grateful for these Grandmas!